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I “think” God is asking me to do something NEW…  And no I can’t tell you what it is.  Infact I’ve only told one other person… (thank you ‘person’ for listening, praying and just being there for me – you know who you are)  :)

So here’s the thing; here’s the million dollar question: How do I know FOR SURE that God is asking me to do this NEW thing?  How do I know FOR SURE that I haven’t just made this idea up in my head?  How do I know FOR SURE…

What is crazy, is that only less than six months ago my Small Group did a study called: Discerning the Voice of God: How to Recognize When God Speaks (by Priscilla Shirer).  It was a GREAT study.  I learned a lot.  I would highly recommended it for any Women’s Small Group (it’s primarily a woman based study, since the book is written in that tone).   Note: link above is to the “study book” – Priscilla also wrote a full length book with the same title.

So since I just recently did this study and learned new things, why am I questioning whether I am hearing God’s voice at this point about this specific task (verses my own ideas rolling through my head)?

That is simple: because it’s a little scary, it takes me out of my comfort zone, it will cause sacrifice on other ‘God Honoring’ things I already have on my plate, and I don’t have the knowledge to see the task to the end… so the task might never be completed, and it will also use up more of my “creativity tokens” (see post called Jars of Flour and Oil  about the “tokens”). 

Ironically, if God told me “Go to Starbucks and buy a $5 gift card and leave it on a strangers windshield”  I’d do it in a heart beat.  I don’t think I’d question if it were God’s voice; and I’d be happy to be a quick and obedient child.  It would be an easily doable task and takes little effort.

In the study mentioned above, a question was posed that required the reader to rank their responses with the following four choices (of course I had to add a fifth choice, which ranked as #1 for me).  The question is:
What is your response to God, when it’s something you don’t want to hear?
~ Ignore:  act like I never heard it
~ Consider:  weigh my options
~ Obey:  follow His directions regardless of how I feel
~ Keep Praying:  Hope God will change His response
~ Doubt:  wonder if what I think I heard was really God (my added item)

I’m sure I’m not the only one with these types of questions, especially when there are so many books devoted to the topic.  So, I’m asking for input and comments.  How do you know when God has asked something of you?  How do you know it is God’s voice and not your own?

UPDATE:  I finished writing this post earilier in the day.  Then at lunchtime I read the story about Gideon in Judges 6:15-23, 36-40 <–check it out real quick.  See, Gideon wasn’t very sure that some instructions he received were from God.  So he set up a series of things, specific signs, that he wanted from God that would serve as proof that the instruction really was from God.  Amazingly, graciously, God made all the signs happen.    Well…. after reading the story, something just hit me square in the middle of my head.  I haven’t seen “my hummingbird” in nearly 30 days.  Infact I had grown accustom to learning to have increased faith and not need the reassuring presence of a hummingbird when I have doubt.   But guess what happened today?!?  As I drove out the driveway, guess who was up in that tree??  Yeah, it was the hummingbird…I didn’t realize the possible correlation of my new/current doubt and the reappearance of the hummingbird, till just now…  Crazy!
…but like Gideon, I still would like one more specific sign…

PS:  don’t forget, I’d love your comments on how YOU know it’s God’s voice….

~ Sherry